11 September 2008

Screech

I'm not talking Newfie Screech. More the screech of brakes, the screech of a woman having her Howard Beale "I'm mad as he!! and I'm not taking it anymore." I need to be flexible and patient, sure. I need to release my ego and let go and be with the flow, sure. But I have goals that I want/need to accomplish, and we're being kept too busy, too disorganized, too on-the-go.

It beats being unemployed, although I am now actively seeking work. I posted on Monster that I'd be okay with taking work in Metropolitan Toronto, the Capitol and Island region of British Columbia, and the Lower Mainland as well as my current environs. I need to declutter my house, communicate with people, network and make my intentions known. I just feel I am failing on so many levels right now--health, job satisfaction, relationship satisfaction, parenting, financial, selectively disengaging as well as failing to make the time for people I genuinely want to connect with right now...

1 comment:

Author said...

...just tripping through your comment sections here. It seems that compared to your compatriots, you have taken a very sensible attitude towards finances. IE opposite to the "living beyond your means" types that have helped to put the USA into its current crisis. Also, you focus on old fashioned values/activities for your home/family - from what I can tell. Go easy on yourself. I say these days I can focus on two big goal projects at the most - that's about it.

BTW, here's a photo of a Screech Owl.